Wednesday 25th March 2020
I am not going to talk to much about what is happening to the world at the moment but it has forced me to make a change that I don’t really want to have to do…
If you have had the time to get to know me you will know that I am a proud woman that does not like to ask for help or hand outs at any time as I would rather muddle through and cope with it myself.
I have been through some tough times in my past that I don’t care to mention, yet I have managed to get through it and come out the other side wiser and much stronger but I fear this may be a uncontrollable change that I have no choice over.
We don’t know how long it is going to go on for and when we will all get back to normal again.
Many of us are taking this extremely seriously but for the few that aren’t I fear they are the ones that are going to wipe us all out.
I don’t want to sound a downer but we only have one life so why waste it. We need to come together to conquer this pandemic.
So this is why I have decide to sell a good amount of my fetish items and then when I get back on my feet when I am able to I will buy new again.
Don’t get me wrong I am not giving up mistressing, far from it but in this phase we are all going through I know it is never going to be the same again.
When appointments resume themselves again it will be a slow start as you will be very warey of spend your money on such luxuries.
Its like having you fingers burnt when getting the toast out of the toaster, next time your wait a while untl it cools down or use some tongs ect as a safety precaution.
Its a strange example but that’s me through and through but its true.
It is unfortunate that it has come to this as it has taken me 10 years to collect all that I have.
No one was expecting this to as bad as what it is but we have to deal with it the best we can.
This is a luxury industry that I am in and not a necessity, so I really don’t know when it will get back to normal.
Bills and food are much more of a priority than tickling your fetishes.
I have a lot of things that I use and don’t use and it will show me what I can do with and what I can do without when I take appointments again.
So have a look through my photos through out my website and if there is anything you like the look of contact me and let me know and we can converse and come to terms on a price.
I sitting here typing this blog to you heart broken to have to let go of some of my equipment as it has sentimental memories.
“Memories are here to stay and equipment is just material things and can be bought again”. That’s what I have to say to myself to get through this.
So by all means drop me a message to say hi if you would like to and I will look forward to receiving your inquires.
Abide by the Self Isolate rules, Stay Healthy, Wealthy (if you can) and Strong. Together we can get through this…
Monday 23rd March 2020
We all love food in one or another but to some people they love watching women eat.
Now there is a difference between watching a beautiful female eat a chocolate cake and seeing the sauce drip on her breast etc
The topic today is still erotic but not in that way. Many men like BBW women and watch them growing bigger by the day. These fetish is called Gainers or Feeders.
The meeting would consist of bringing them food of their choice and feeding her or watching her eat the food.
How every mess he would like her to be she will do it because she will do anything for food.
She has to enjoy eating for this to be a two way relationship. If she doesn’t then it will show in her actions.
It is healthy to an extent but not if she is growing that large that it is hindering her health.
This is more popular in different countries than others. America it is very popular as it is easier and cheaper to buy large quantities of food conveniently.
To watch her take small pieces of food and place it in her mouth or take handfuls of it and ram it in her mouth and smear it all over her face whilst doing so is equally erotic depending on the fetish.
To stay in her good books you have to abide by her eating choice in case she is allergic or doesn’t like something.
I am not that in love with food that I will gain weight for that fetish but all the same I still have my favourite things to treat myself every now and again..
Wednesday 18th March 2020
Daily Blog NO.109.
What is the fascination with mammary glands? Why do they serve a purpose in everyone’s fantasies?
If a a female has large or small ones there is a person whether it be the opposite sex or same sex that always loves to look or feel them.
Granted like other parts of the body not everyone is born beautiful but there is always some one out there that will find you gorgeous for what ever reason.
When a man dresses like a female he always thinks that the boobs are part of the transformation but it not always the case. Not all women have large boobs.
Some of the worlds most attractive models/celebrities are flatter chested.
When they do dress up and look at themselves with implant in their bra it really doesn’t look or feel right because that’s not how they were born.
Flat chested or smaller breasted women look perfect for their body shape.
I’m not against plastic surgery but some of these women should take note of the doctors/surgeons advice as the implants are made to certain shapes for certain body types.
So for a guy to think dressing as a female must have implants to complete the outfit think again. Implants must look natural whether they are false of surgically placed…
If you would like a transformation or to talk about it, contact me and we can converse in more detail.
Tuesday 17th March 2020
Daily Blog NO.108.
The time has come for me to take a look at how I am processing the hours in my day.
I have been blogging every day since December 1st 2019. Today is Daily Blog NO.108. Now I’m not saying that I am giving up blogging as I love it.
It has open my mind up to lots of different subjects but I am finding blogging every day a bit difficult as I have to stop what I’m doing to quickly fit it in before 12 midnight passes to the following day.
I would feel that blogging 3 times a week would be better because then it would be better quality content instead of a quick idea off the top of my head.
So from this week it will be 3 times a week Monday, Wednesday and Friday. So this blog is the first one this week and then I will again tomorrow and then again on Friday.
I understand you enjoy reading my content but i have other business websites that i am try to get together which i will let you know about when they are ready.
So if there is anything you would like me to put together some content about do contact me and let me know and I will see what I can do for you…
Monday 16th March 2020
Daily Blog NO.107.
Well it seems this past couple of weeks at least for client meets it has really taken the toll on everyone.
I know I said in yesterdays blog to carry on with normal life and I meant it but within that time you now have to take precautions to abide by the virus rules if you have to be out and about with other colleagues.
If we don’t then who knows what will happen. I hate to think. As this is not fun and games now.
Yes alot of it is hyped up but we have to take note to some of it if there is fatalities happening.
So i have decided to drop my tribute rate for phone chat and video calls from £4.00 per minute to £3.00.
As we all need some playtime even if its not possible for visits.
I am still going to take visits from clients but please make sure you are perfectly healthy as I am. I’m just taking the relative precautions.
So if its a naughty boy telling off from the head mistress or a saucy call that helps you to your destination let me know your request and we and continue from there.
I will look forward to receiving your inquires…
Sunday 16th March 2020
Daily Blog NO.106.
I have tried not to blog about this but is in the media so much that it is driving a lot of people crazy who are perfectly healthy.
Every time I turn on my laptop in a happy mood all I am face with is CAVONAVIRUS hype all the time which then makes me unhappy.
The media are at fault a lot of the time when it comes to making mountains out of mole hills.
The symptoms they say are:
- Coughing, which I do every now and again as it is natural to do so to clear your throat.
- High temperature above a certain number, well I get a little warm if I have lots of layers or I am busy and you get warm.
- Blow my nose, well I blow my nose to clear my air ways and that is only natural.
All this unnecessary worry is making people ill because their immune system will get low because they worry and then they catch a cold or something.
Yes if you are of a certain age you always have to be careful of catching a cold ect but if you are particularly healthy then sure you don’t need to worry about it…
Friday 6th March 2020
Daily Blog Extra
As I have mentioned before in a previous blog (before 1st December when I got serious about blogging), I can not express gratitude with a starring role in a blog to everyone that has gifted me as their so many of you but I will every now and again do a blog like this and collectively say ‘Thank You’.
As then it show you how much I appreciate your kindness towards me
I do love being pampered and have tribute gifts sent to me through the post. The element of surprise really makes my day.
I also appreciate it when you arrive with gifts to you appointment. It does put you in my good books right from the start.
Today was lovely in a way. Unfortunately I had 2 cancelations, this mornings appointment and Monday mornings appointment.
Both were due to work rearrangements but out of the kindness of their hearts and respect to their mistress they tribute their appointment fee any way.
I am very grateful when this happens because it shows what type of person they are. This also keeps the opportunity to reschedule for another time.
When building a relationship with your mistress you have to work at respect from her and cushioning the journey with each step that she takes goes along way.
Just cancelling and leaving it ln thin air is not keeping you in my good books. It may even end in me cancelling you out of my phone book all together.
So to all clients that have cancelled and not offered a cushioning tribute for letting me down be very careful how you inquiry about another appointment.
Also my appointment that I did have this afternoon was very kind to bring me lunch and a lovely pair of leatherette trousers from |Next that fitted perfectly.
Thank you Mr X, you know who you are sweetie.
So I will bid you all good night as this is in the early hours of the morning (another late night) and I will look forward to receiving all you inquiries when you contact me.
Wednesday 4th March 2020
Daily Blog NO.95.
Hair colouring has been around for a long time. The technology has progressed through out the years to make it is easier to change the colour of your own hair at home.
Little do we know if you aren’t a hairdresser that the colour of your own hair is not always compatible to the colour you choose to apply. As I’m sure everyone has found out in experimental times in the past.
Not only does this apply to females but men have had a dabble in the technicolour’s that are out on the market also. Some are more adventurous than others.
Yet many choose colouring to make the creeping older years disappear and hope that they will look many years younger again. Some succeed and some don’t.
I myself have had many a colour and hair style thought out the years. As you can see with my hair at the moment (from other blogs) that I am not scared to change my appearance at split second choice.
From taking my hair short or shaving it off completely to going all the colours under the rainbow. This you have not seen yet but there is still time when it decided to grow back (wont be long as its growing very fast).
That’s me through and through though. If I could change my hair colour every day then I would. That’s what I have the wigs for.
I have been quiet tame recently with my natural colour but this is also to give it a rest form all the colour and peroxide I have put on it in the past.
Men and colouring in general leave the creativity thing to us women but when the idea pops into their head in a fetish way it is to give them a feminine image in a masculine way.
This is very possible but it is all down to the individual to carry it off. To be confident with you new image is very important as you are going to be living with it for at least 6 weeks until it needs maintenance or you can change it to another colour or style.
Too many colour changes so close together will be bad for the hair and also hair colouring changes shade through out the weeks of wear.
I wont go into that as that’s hairdressers talk and I don’t want to confuse you, lets keep it simple. As I mentioned before if you aren’t a qualified hairdresser you wont know the behind the scene knowledge on colouring and maintenance.
Hair colouring can be a statement or a punishment. Depending when and where it happens…
if you would like a colour or style change in whatever scenario you would like to choose EG: Normal or fetish world then contact me and we can converse more about customising it for your life style.
I will look forward to receiving your inquiries.
Monday 2nd March 2020
Daily Blog NO.93.
Back in the day when we’d buy our roll of camera film in Medicare for £1.57, it would make you completely happy with the end result because you did know any better or any different.
Technology has got a lot better now and a lot easier for the novice armature photographer to play around and get a fabulous result.
I am not knocking all the professional photographers who spend loads of money on equipment and charge loads for their work but I am very happy with the outcome I get from my android phone.
The editing sections for the photos and videos is amazing and because the mobile phone is of a higher standard I don’t have to edit some of my photos if I can judge the lighting and angle correctly.
When I have a statement to put into image I have to think about many aspects first before I even take a test shot.
- What I am going to have as my main focus in the image,
- If I want or need any props,
- The lighting (natural or artificial),
- The angle and the best face of the model.
Each model whether it be human, animal or object has a good face or a bad face. I will explain what I mean. If you were to look straight into the camera lens your nose for example may look bigger than what it is originally.
So to move your head slightly to the left or right or up or down would get you a good face image of you because the light would hit you face in a different way and flatter you more.
Also if you wanted a great image of the back of you for example to extenuate the curve of your bottom, the best face of your bottom may not be straight on to the camera lens.
If you were to turn slightly to the left or right so the camera lens can see the light bounce off the small of your back and just slightly onto the roundness of your cheeks it may flatter you much more.
This works for clothed or bare flesh. We are like a hexagon with many sides which I call faces.
So as I say in the title of this blog because of the technology of mobile devices everyone can look fabulous and better in front of the camera…
So if you are looking to be photographed n a way that you can look at the image and say “is that really me” because you look so fabulous darling the contact me and we can converse some more…
Sunday 1st March 2020
Daly Blog NO.92.
Disclaimer: I am unable to add any images to this blog because of the topic that I am talking to you about. I have to abide by the free website ruling, meaning you have not logged in so anyone can read this.
Many guys love have their pubic and the surrounding area teased but when it comes to concentrating on C.B.T that’s when the sensitivity levels increase.
To a novice who knows nothing about C.B.T the thought of what it means may be way out of their league.
It stands for Cock and Ball Torture. Torture has many levels to the definition. A mild form of this can to be teasing but unable to move or extreme can be consented pain in a painful way.
So if someone says to you about C.B.T don’t turn it away immediately as it can be very pleasurable the an extent that you have never been taken there before.
It should be called something else a bit more friendlier so it wont frighten off the unexperienced at the first sight of it…