Wednesday 25th March 2020
I am not going to talk to much about what is happening to the world at the moment but it has forced me to make a change that I don’t really want to have to do…
If you have had the time to get to know me you will know that I am a proud woman that does not like to ask for help or hand outs at any time as I would rather muddle through and cope with it myself.
I have been through some tough times in my past that I don’t care to mention, yet I have managed to get through it and come out the other side wiser and much stronger but I fear this may be a uncontrollable change that I have no choice over.
We don’t know how long it is going to go on for and when we will all get back to normal again.
Many of us are taking this extremely seriously but for the few that aren’t I fear they are the ones that are going to wipe us all out.
I don’t want to sound a downer but we only have one life so why waste it. We need to come together to conquer this pandemic.
So this is why I have decide to sell a good amount of my fetish items and then when I get back on my feet when I am able to I will buy new again.
Don’t get me wrong I am not giving up mistressing, far from it but in this phase we are all going through I know it is never going to be the same again.
When appointments resume themselves again it will be a slow start as you will be very warey of spend your money on such luxuries.
Its like having you fingers burnt when getting the toast out of the toaster, next time your wait a while untl it cools down or use some tongs ect as a safety precaution.
Its a strange example but that’s me through and through but its true.
It is unfortunate that it has come to this as it has taken me 10 years to collect all that I have.
No one was expecting this to as bad as what it is but we have to deal with it the best we can.
This is a luxury industry that I am in and not a necessity, so I really don’t know when it will get back to normal.
Bills and food are much more of a priority than tickling your fetishes.
I have a lot of things that I use and don’t use and it will show me what I can do with and what I can do without when I take appointments again.
So have a look through my photos through out my website and if there is anything you like the look of contact me and let me know and we can converse and come to terms on a price.
I sitting here typing this blog to you heart broken to have to let go of some of my equipment as it has sentimental memories.
“Memories are here to stay and equipment is just material things and can be bought again”. That’s what I have to say to myself to get through this.
So by all means drop me a message to say hi if you would like to and I will look forward to receiving your inquires.
Abide by the Self Isolate rules, Stay Healthy, Wealthy (if you can) and Strong. Together we can get through this…
Monday 23rd March 2020
We all love food in one or another but to some people they love watching women eat.
Now there is a difference between watching a beautiful female eat a chocolate cake and seeing the sauce drip on her breast etc
The topic today is still erotic but not in that way. Many men like BBW women and watch them growing bigger by the day. These fetish is called Gainers or Feeders.
The meeting would consist of bringing them food of their choice and feeding her or watching her eat the food.
How every mess he would like her to be she will do it because she will do anything for food.
She has to enjoy eating for this to be a two way relationship. If she doesn’t then it will show in her actions.
It is healthy to an extent but not if she is growing that large that it is hindering her health.
This is more popular in different countries than others. America it is very popular as it is easier and cheaper to buy large quantities of food conveniently.
To watch her take small pieces of food and place it in her mouth or take handfuls of it and ram it in her mouth and smear it all over her face whilst doing so is equally erotic depending on the fetish.
To stay in her good books you have to abide by her eating choice in case she is allergic or doesn’t like something.
I am not that in love with food that I will gain weight for that fetish but all the same I still have my favourite things to treat myself every now and again..
Friday 20th March 2020
Daily Blog NO.110.
As we are in these uncertain times of the virus pandemic where there is shortage of toilet paper and restrictions on certain items in the supermarkets I never thought I would be forced to do this…
I have always been stocked up on a lot of items in my cupboards over the years as I have been known to be a weak will buyer.
On everything not just house hold items. So stop this I bulk buy, I have done for ages.
Accumulate items that I will always need so I don’t run our of them, toilet rolls and wet wipes have been the 2 top priority items.
I have still got a very healthy stock of wet wipes but to stop me running out too soon I have decided to wash out the ones I use for myself and then use them again for myself.
They will be normal tissues 2nd time around as the moisture would be rinsed out but they are still surprisingly soft.
Any that I use on clients will be thrown away for hygienic reasons. The less I use on myself the more there are for clients when I have appointments.
If you had said to me 6 months ago “Times will get difficult and there will be no more wet wipes to buy and I will be forced to wash out my used wet wipes to use again” I would of laughed in your face.
Unfortunately times have got to that point. Not that I am that low on money but there literally aren’t any wet wipes to buy anywhere
It does make you think, when things get better we would have learnt to be more thrifty with our money so if this happens again we will be ready in advance. This was said on the last recession.
It seems from the news update tonight that all the pubs, bars, cafes, restaurants, theatres and gyms ect should close tonight until further notice to stop the spread amongst us.
Also i saw on my laptop news that a guy was arrested because he refused to self isolate. That’s what they should do to Keith Lemon as he is known to be infected with the Coronavirus and he was photographed by a reporter sitting in a pub having a pint.
People like that is who we should be scared of. They don’t care about anyone but themselves.
I was also watching a YouTube video about the guy that was researching Sars back in 2002 and now he has been researching deep into the Coronavirus since 2019.
He said that it was about 10 years ago that the last recession was upon us. So now every 10 years we are all going to expect a recession.
So when things get back to normal whenever that is, we should all stock pile on shopping so we have at least 3 months worth of toiletries , toilet rolls and wet wipes so we never run out.
Its not expensive, not the way I do it. Buy it in bits and pieces and before you know it you will have enough toilet rolls to make a single bed out of and enough wet wipes to wipe all the babies in the world,lol
So these times are here to test us for sure and we will come out of the other end wiser on how to stock pile our shopping.
I say over time as we don’t want to get to greedy as the elderly need shopping items also.
I maybe talking light hearted about this Coronavirus but I am very concerned about everyone health,wealth and every day lifestyle.
If we fret and worry about it it will bring our immune system low and then we will be susceptible to catching anything that comes our way.
It just shows you that it only need one thing to muck up our way of life for everything to fall apart. Snowball effect…
Wednesday 18th March 2020
Daily Blog NO.109.
What is the fascination with mammary glands? Why do they serve a purpose in everyone’s fantasies?
If a a female has large or small ones there is a person whether it be the opposite sex or same sex that always loves to look or feel them.
Granted like other parts of the body not everyone is born beautiful but there is always some one out there that will find you gorgeous for what ever reason.
When a man dresses like a female he always thinks that the boobs are part of the transformation but it not always the case. Not all women have large boobs.
Some of the worlds most attractive models/celebrities are flatter chested.
When they do dress up and look at themselves with implant in their bra it really doesn’t look or feel right because that’s not how they were born.
Flat chested or smaller breasted women look perfect for their body shape.
I’m not against plastic surgery but some of these women should take note of the doctors/surgeons advice as the implants are made to certain shapes for certain body types.
So for a guy to think dressing as a female must have implants to complete the outfit think again. Implants must look natural whether they are false of surgically placed…
If you would like a transformation or to talk about it, contact me and we can converse in more detail.
Tuesday 17th March 2020
Daily Blog NO.108.
The time has come for me to take a look at how I am processing the hours in my day.
I have been blogging every day since December 1st 2019. Today is Daily Blog NO.108. Now I’m not saying that I am giving up blogging as I love it.
It has open my mind up to lots of different subjects but I am finding blogging every day a bit difficult as I have to stop what I’m doing to quickly fit it in before 12 midnight passes to the following day.
I would feel that blogging 3 times a week would be better because then it would be better quality content instead of a quick idea off the top of my head.
So from this week it will be 3 times a week Monday, Wednesday and Friday. So this blog is the first one this week and then I will again tomorrow and then again on Friday.
I understand you enjoy reading my content but i have other business websites that i am try to get together which i will let you know about when they are ready.
So if there is anything you would like me to put together some content about do contact me and let me know and I will see what I can do for you…